Note To The Reader

Hi,

After skimming over my previous blogs, I found one big hole in my writings that I have failed to, and think might be necessary to explain.

I have three brains.

This may come as something of a shock to you. Well, I assure you, it's the truth. I will have one train of logic, and it will be moving along just grandly, then my other brain will click on, and will take one tangent, leaving the other two on the original. Then the next fork in the tracks, my third brain will opt to venture THAT unknown, taking a completely different tack than my other two, and none of them know how to read the signs on the tracks. So, one is going to Chicago, the other Phoenix, and the other finally discovered that it is actually a plane, not a train, and is taking the first available airspace to fly to London. They often never see each other again. I am perfectly grounded in the Existential.
I have the observational/analytical brain, the introspective/intellectual brain, and the curious/creative brain. None ever stop. All respond to stimulus simultaneously. All have very loud voices, and over power each other frequently. Ergo, my writings will probably seem to be disjointed ramblings without a point. Well, they are. Except, they do have a point, but only I know the tracks, so only I get them; which makes the 'self-expression' thing a terrible failure, if it's never expressed - it takes someone understanding what you're saying in order for it to be communication. Otherwise, it's just stupid ramblings. See? Exactly like that.

So, I stupidly ramble great things. Or greatly stupid things. Either is accurate.

I am seriously starting to question my sanity, now. At least I understand what I mean.
If you ever are wondering exactly what I mean, ask me. I'll tell you exactly how I understand it.
I love complicated simplicity.

btw, I write music. My artist name is Mode Of Being. Check out my links.

www.myspace.com/modeofbeing
www.ilike.com/artist/mode+of+being
www.garageband.com/modeofbeing
www.soundclick.com/modeofbeing
www.twitter.com/modeofbeing

Also on Facebook
And I'm a dj on Blip.fm

and I'm done explaining myself and selfishly whoring myself and talking about things that don't matter. just figured I'd let you know something that might make a difference, so you didn't think I was an idiot. Hopefully this blog removes all doubt.

Yes, that was intentional. I LOVE plays on words. :)

- Avery